Laura Milo:  "I'm going to jail today"

I'm going to jail today. If the authorities don't get wise at the last moment, I'm going to languish in jail for an undefined period, until the army decides that I have "paid my debt to society".

I'm going to jail today, and therefore will have to stop doing social and educational work, I'll  be going in to a totally depressing environment instead of being an involved person.

Some of my partners in this country have lost their moral compass, and I refuse to come to terms with that. Injustice has been done here, not only to me but also to citizens who have honestly declared what their conscience tells them. Injustice is being done to all those who refuse to shirk responsibility and become mere cogs in a system that destroys us as a society and as individuals. Those who have gone before me are already paying the price for insisting on making their contribution according to their conscience and not against it. This isn't a case of civil disobedience; rather we are following our consciences. This is my one and only conscience, which tells me what is right and wrong; I don't have another.

All I ask is to continue my community service that I have done for two years, in Yeruham, in the old neighbourhoods of Ashkelon, in Kiryat Moshe in Rehovot, in Jesse Cohen, Holon, in the Katamons of Jerusalem, in Shlomi, Acre and other places that have need of me. It's a simple request that should be acceptable. Why should I have to fake my way, or lie in order to be allowed to do things according to my lights?

Doesn't the state understand that it harms itself with this base behaviour?  For the great ideals of a democratic society should be to encourage active and critical citizens. The IDF and the Supreme Court have managed to turn the fact that we are political people into a curse. This shouldn't be my country's way.

I'm not a destructive virus, and I won't allow anyone to turn me into one. I am a young idealistic woman who struggles for her obligation and right to take an active part in shaping a just society - an Israeli society that pursues justices and places people in a central place.

I believe that every person has a sense of justice, which is pure and beautiful, and they only need to be reminded to use it. I believe in people, and not even the IDF and the Supreme Court can take that away from me.

This letter from Laura Milo was printed in Ha'aretz on Monday (August 23,2004). The same day the army sent her to Prison 400 for the second time, for another 14 days. She's there because the Israeli army and the High Court of Justice judged her conscience and found it wanting. For them a refusal to oppress another people is unconscionable. 

Laura is alone in jail and urgently in need of moral support. Please send e-mails of support as quickly as possible to:

danielmilo@barak-online.net

For more information: http://www.refusersolidarity.net/default.asp?content_new=one_story_lm